Not twice ....

She was the sweetest thing I had seen. Cute, fair, down-to-earth, intelligent and more importantly, she liked talking to me. We would sit in lectures together, study in the library together and share lots of stories. When her father got hurt, she was sad and shared it with me. I would bring her chocolates to make her happy.

All this while, for two years I kept it to myself that I had a crush on her. And that the moments I used to share with her were the best thing happening to me. And then, one day through someone she learnt that I had a crush on some girl. Since then, she would ask me every single day about who it was. I never told her - because I knew that she would stop talking to me if she knew it was her. She kept pressing me and then one fine day, I told her. I have never talked to her since, its been six years now ...

I am writing this down because once more, I have fallen for someone ... big time ... hard core :) I cannot concentrate on work, the image revolves in my head all the time and I do not know what to do. What I do know is that if I reveal it, the person will stop talking to me and I might lose a very good friend. I will not make that mistake again, not twice ....